Revelation

Whilst I was perambulating about North Reigate this afternoon on my daily walk I realised something.

I realised that deep down inside myself somewhere I believe that I have to earn this baby that we want so desperately. I believe that I am not getting pregnant because I am not good enough, or kind enough or deserving enough or something.

I'm not sure yet if it is liberating or devastating to acknowledge that this is a fallacy.

Sisters

Walking at Polesden Lacey. Fair warmed my heart I tell you.




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A Mystery

This was what I saw on the bonnet of my car this morning when I came down to drive to work.

I'm sure there is a perfectly rational and BORING explanation but I don't want to know it. To me, it is a wonderous mystery!


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Polesden Lacey

It wasn't a great start. Took forever to get the car started. And even when it finally did I managed to stall it immediately and then it took forever to start it again. I was sacked from being the driver :(

And when we got there, at half past two, there was a sign saying they were shutting at three because of the bad weather.

But, for the 20 minutes or so we were there we had a brilliant time. Particularly, running down any and every slope we could find, no matter how insignificant.





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Walking

A wanted to come with me when I went for my daily walk today. This was surprising as it was late and cold and snowing a blizzard.

She normally starts moaning after about two minutes. My feet are cold. I want to go home. I'll never be warm again. But today she was delightful.

We walked through the park, round the lake and back again. She held my hand and we chatted. It was bliss.





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Trying out blogpress

I love my iPhone. I do everything with my iPhone. So obviously I want to blog from my iPhone. And now that I have installed the blogpress lite app, hopefully I can.

Let's see.

Oh and I'm testing out adding a photo as well. This is from yesterday's daily walk. The memorial gardens in the snow. I've loved walking in the snow.


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